The Battle

I am sad.
I am crumbeling.
I am breathless.
I am pure.
I am losing.
The Battle.
I am scared.
I am fucking high.
I am homley.
I am reading.
I am viewing.
The Battle.
Where is my mind?
I am back in this place.
I am swimming.
there in the water.
I am drowning in.
The Battle.
I am rocking.
I am running.
I am shamed.
I am rotting in.
The Battle.
I am forgetting.
I am wanting
To walk into.
My brain.
And battle.
The Battle.
I always fear.
In my whole self.
This is the last time.
I will face.
The Battle.
And yet,
Tomorrow comes.